FREEDOM The past 6 months have been extremely difficult for me. Between battling depression, not wanting to live any...

FREEDOM The past 6 months have been extremely difficult for me. Between battling depression, not wanting to live anymore, being challenged in school, feeling like a failure when I no longer had the mental energy to keep my grades perfect, having no time, energy or desire to ride, feeling alone, crying daily, alone at night, in my car from school, on the shower floor, feeling disappointed certain things in life were just not happening for me and believing they never would, bringing my parents to Vegas in their time of need and financially supporting them, putting in time to try to find jobs for them, dealing with their negativity, constant arguing, lack of motivation, and ultimately having to make the difficult decision to ask them to leave because I felt taken advantage of. . The guilt I’ve felt, the disappointment, the heartbreak, the self-loathing. The fear. It’s really been a rough one. . But lately I’ve suddenly been waking up with pure energy and joy that lasts all day. I haven’t felt this way in years. I feel carefree and excited for the infinite opportunities life has to offer. I feel blessed for my beautiful future that I just KNOW exists, even though I don’t know what it is yet. I feel truly happy for the first time in a long time. I feel like myself. . I didn’t change my diet. I haven’t started exercising or meditating or anything extraordinary. All I did to start feeling this way is LET GO. I’ve let go of my doubts. My guilt. My expectations for life to turn out a certain way for me. I let go of my self-limiting beliefs that I’m not worthy of certain things happening, that I’m not worthy of happiness. I let go of clutter and clothes that are taking up space in my home. I let go of the idea that I need to have perfect grades, or be perfect in any way. I let go of caring what other people think of me and thinking I have to live my life a certain way. . It took SO much energy to hold on to all of these beliefs that I had no energy left for myself. But I’m finally free. I’m letting go of everything that no longer resonates with who I truly am. I am worthy. I am capable. I am perfect just the way that I am. I am finally changing my story. I.AM.FREE.