As the days count down i seem to lose sanity within. This month is surgery number two and I have many feelings n emotio...

As the days count down i seem to lose sanity within. This month is surgery number two and I have many feelings n emotions jolting through my head. Unless you been in my seat “you dont know” how rough it is to feed my son, hear him breathe, and watch him struggle with life. But he is a fighter. Tough as shit and strong like a beast. So as this date gets closer, i want to hug you as much as i can boy. We all know nothing in life is promised. Neither is tomorrow. So i cherish every moment with you boy, even when u make me nuts. You are my pride and joy, my life light, and my everything. Please have the happiest boys day ever and dont say nothin about the candy i just gave you. I love you son and cannot wait for this month to be over. Also, much mahalo to all the friends and family for so much love and support. Times is rough but im so happy to have so many friends. We love you all. Love, the Pais.